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Friday, December 23, 2011

It's awesome to see how far I've come....

For whatever reason, I decided to check out my blog today.  And to my surprise, today is the 1 year anniversary of this blog.  One year ago I wrote my first post titled "My Last Christmas With Debt".  Reading through that was awesome.  It made me think about "the place" I was in just a year ago...how I was feeling....where I lived....what I just went through....how I wanted to change my life for the better.  It made me think of the amount of debt I started with on this journey.  It made me remember how difficult it was to really get started on the journey.  I can still remember the overwhelming feeling that I seemed to always feel when I thought of my financial situation.  I remember feeling trapped, like there was no way I'll be able to follow my dreams or achieve my goals or at the very least.....exit the rat race.  There was a time that I thought to myself that the way I was living just had to stay the same....that it was what most people go through and that I was just another person working hard to barely get by.  I didn't see a light at the end of the tunnel for retirement.  I remember thinking that I would have to continue working till I just physically couldn't work anymore.  For some time before I started this blog and before I started my debt free journey, I was just another guy trying his hardest to provide for his family and doing what everyone else does to make that happen.

Thank God for this journey.  What a difference a year makes.  I live in a nicer home where my kids can run around freely.  I don't have that same stress around how to pay the bills and still afford to buy some gifts for my family.  I don't have anymore credit card debt!  I have an emergency fund.  And because we've made so much progress on our journey, doors have been opened that at one point in time I thought could never open again.  It's the feeling of freedom...the simple thing of having options....it's a wonderful thing.

This blog has been a blessing.  I can look back and see just how far I've come.  I think it's very important for me to remember where I came from...how big of a hole I had to climb out of.  I never want to get back to those days, when I felt trapped and thought freedom from debt was just a pipe dream.  I like where I'm at right now....and it will only get better from here.  I hope to look at this post a year from now and think.....wow, I really liked life back then.....but I'm lovin life now!